I'm not divorced, don't want to be, but we are closer than ever and I hate it. My wife lives with her cousins across town, I only get to her when we work together, or when I get my little girl. Her cousin's wife was offended when I refused her help after she stabbed me in the back, so I'm not allowed there when she's there. I go to work, come home to an empty house, go to sleep and wake up in an empty bed all the while sitting here lonley. That's all it's been, nothing but lonley but my wife thinks I live the "dream life while she plays mommy" she's wrong. I honestly your lonlines goes away cause it sounds like you're bad off too. Stay hopeful, and keep an ear and eye open then friends follow.